Facebook love (Part 1)          

Waiting

I've been patiently waiting,
for you to come online,
looking at my friend's list,
waiting for the green light,
Every other person that's lit,
is no concern of mine,
the one that matters the most,
is the one that is dark,
My patience is wearing thin,
anger and frustration sets in,
i want you to be here so bad,
why aren't you here, my love,
I am tempted to call you,
but you said you'd be here,
i don't want to disturb you,
just know that i care,
It's been thirty minutes now,
my hope is all but gone,
been refreshing the page for ten minutes,
my finger is getting sore,
I think about you in my mind,
hoping you can hear my plea,
hoping you can be here now,
knowing not what else to do,
Friends start to message me,
but tonight is all for you,
i ignore them like i always do,
you are the reason i'm here,
An hour has passed now,
my body is a hollow shell,
staring at the screen in front,
conceded to defeat, to sadness,
I look at your pictures,
they comfort me, my mind,
i lay down with chat memories,
and fall asleep remembering better times.

 

Created: 09/07/2014

My Angel          

There are times i cry,
times i regret living,
but with your every thought,
with your every act of giving,
the darkness inside gets lifted,
i can see the light,
but as you go away,
i give up the fight,
demons lurk inside me,
i'm afraid what you'll say,
but as your kindness eminates,
i trugde on every day,
life seems pointless sometimes,
death is my only reward,
but with your every word,
it doesn't seem so hard,
the way you smile,
the way you talk,
you are my light,
you are my rock,
hold me in the dark,
hold me in your arms,
till the dark fades,
till the storm calms,
I love you my angel,
and i know you do the same,
walk by my side forever,
and help me win this game.

Created: 09/18/2014