LOVE & HATE
When a baby is born he experiences love all around him. His cry becomes others happiness. As he grows up he is taught to love everyone. His parent tries to make the environment around him full of goodness and truth. His mind begins to adopt the feeling of love. He begins to spread love everywhere cause all that’s all he is taught. He is kept aside of all the violence and killings.
He is grown up to be an apt pupil but then his heart begins to fill full of hate and anger. Noone can see the devil that has grown inside him. Not even the wisest of men can tell what is wrong with him. He begins to turn those feeling of love into the machine of sorrow and grief. He has been turned into a teenager of modern world. He begins to hate the world.
Then, at that moment his life changes completely. He cannot describe his feelings to others nor can he live life completely. He is like a dummy in a showroom. This is the power of “love”. He suddenly feels that life is again full of happiness and lively. His life is not for himself. He lives for others. His mind begins to play tricks with him. His mind is always towards her. Her very sight brightens his day and her only presence makes him feel ‘god’. He has never felt this good. Her face always floats around his head. He has forgotten the world and the only planet he lives in is love. Never has he felt like this but this very feeling brings pleasure to him. He knows that his life depends on her. He knows he will die without her. Her vision is already traced in his mind. He is desperate to get her attention and so does crazy things. He does not care what the world will say as he only wants to hear what she will say.
But the day comes when she becomes another person’s love. He goes mad and begins to hate himself for what he could not do. The grief of loneliness overcomes his feelings and sorrow overshadows him. The bright light of life fades away and blackness surrounds him. He is free but the burden of love chains him, his actions and his thoughts. Forget her how can he, he is trapped. His mind is clouded by the precious moments with her, those magical moments. He breaks into tear not of sorrow but of anger, desperation. He hates life and everything around him. The love that he once had has disappeared and the bright light of life slowly fades away. He feels cursed and his every action turns against him. The luck he once felt has gone and so has his love. He is blinded; by hate, by anger, by desperation, by hopelessness. His mind cannot think, he cannot see, nor hear, nor touch, nor smell but only hate everything as he remembers all the wonderful moments that have passed him never to come back.
Created: 1/5/2006
Last modified: 2/27/2012
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